Saturday 31 October 2020

Fake attitudes leading to True Attributes... The True Integrity Deep Within

 Her fake smile, my fake attitude


Sincerity at stake, I entrust soul and spirit unto her.

Integrity in play, I set sail alongside this true lady’s shores.

An unimaginable honesty to give, I bring this woman into my midst.

With passionate vision, our love story finds newer horizons to adore.

 

Time goes by, we get used to our capricious attitudes…

Time goes by, we have something painful to live with—daily.

Time flies by, we find something truly admirable in our habits.

Time flies by, we observe that we are getting used to our vices.

 

Love and laughter were the first aspirations that struck our souls.

Love and trustworthiness were the other ‘keys’ drawing us near to each other.

Love and sincerity made us who we were meant to be.

Love and blessed feelings were the riches that rekindled our sorrows and sadness.

 

Time showed us the way as we found something really nasty that came along.

Time flew vividly, we found sorrowful instances coming into our lives again.

Lies were inexistent in our love story, yet strange and weird moments happened.

Lies were neither told nor heard, yet we sensed some strange melancholy.

 

A fake smile emerged from her face on one unpredictable day.

A fake expression on her face made me feel unloved and unwanted.

Fake attitudes began to show themselves in my attitudes and behaviour.

Unwanted pretentious behaviour gave rise to unneeded upheavals.

 

On one bright day, I tell myself: “This shouldn’t happen to us…

This can’t happen to us. Not in this lifetime. Not to our love story. Not again.”

Setting assail once again on this new stormy weather, I applaud our true story.

Setting new goals by bringing new meanings to our story, I feel inspired.


 

Her fake smile eventually fades. My fake attitudes diminish.

My fake habits find some tiny fragrances of optimism.

Newer meanings shatter our fake smiles, embracing prospective onsets.

Gradually, slowly, eventually, life finds brilliant significances.

 

                                                                   By: Vimal Kodai

                                                                                     Date: 19th February, 2020

                                                                                     Time: 15:12:35